Was the one who wanted no strings
明明是我曾經渴求無拘無束
Now I'm tying us together
但現在卻也是我想將我們緊緊捆住
Tell myself I wouldn't feel things
提醒自己我保持冷漠 我不該被你迷住
If I labeled us whatever
忍不住想我們現在還只是朋友嗎 管他呢
But the way you put your clothes on
看著你把衣服穿上
While you dancing in the mirror
你高挑的身姿在鏡子裡舞動
Got me thinking it's been so long
我猛然意識到自從我昏沉頹靡
Since I felt so fucking unwell
已經過去了許久
I've been losing sleep, I can't eat
我一直輾轉難眠 寢食難安
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我無力掙脫 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我不曾刻意尋找解脫
Now I don't want this to end
但我現在懇求這一切永遠不要停止
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊感受著廚房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地轉 你的副作用從四面八方向我洶湧而來
I had it all together
我一度接近將自己慢慢拼湊完整
Now you make me such a wreck
你輕而易舉地翻過拼圖 我再次支離破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我僵硬地躺在廚房的地板上
Feeling all the side effects
任由藥物的副作用把我吞噬殆盡
You're the kind of medication
你就像那些毫無幫助的藥丸
Like it's taken off the shelf
像是被人拿下貨架隨意地塞在我的手裡
Giving me these complications
而現在帶給我了各種併發症
You turn me into someone else
讓我迷失了自己 好似一具骨架
Now I'm losing sleep, I can't eat
現在我輾轉難眠 寢食難安
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我奄奄一息 無力抵抗 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我從來沒有讓你來過
Now I don't want this to end
但我現在拉緊你的手不會讓你離開
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊感受著廚房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地轉 你的副作用從四面八方向我洶湧而來
I had it all together
我一度接近將自己慢慢拼湊完整
Now you make me such a wreck
你輕而易舉地翻過拼圖 我再次支離破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我躺在廚房的地面上
Feeling all the side effects
任由你的副作用向我襲來
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
我的腦海正在被你霸佔
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
這讓我厭惡自己 我也想要舉手投降
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我已經為你著魔 欲罷不能
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
你的背影像黎明像星空籠罩著我
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
這讓我厭惡自己 也想要全身而退
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我已經為你著魔 欲罷不能
I don't want nobody else
我再也不想要其他任何人
It makes me sick
儘管這個念頭讓我厭惡
I don't wanna ask for help
我不想竭力嘶吼 尋求幫助
I try to quit
我只想退出這盤遊戲
But now I'm losing sleep, I can't eat
但現在的我輾轉難眠 寢食難安
I'm so weak, ooh-oh (Ooh-oh)
我無力掙脫 ooh-oh
I wasn't looking for this
我從來沒有讓你來過
Now I don't want this to end
但我現在懇求這一切永遠不要停止
Lying on the kitchen floor
我的背脊緊貼著廚房冰冷的地板
Feeling all the side effects
天旋地轉 你的副作用從四面八方向我洶湧而來
I had it all together (Ooh)
我一度接近將自己慢慢拼湊完整 (ooh)
Now you make me such a wreck (Ooh)
你輕而易舉地翻過拼圖 我又再次支離破碎
Lying on the kitchen floor
我躺在廚房的地面上
Feeling all the side effects
我的腦海正在被你霸佔
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
我任由你的副作用向我襲來
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
讓我厭惡自己 也想要舉手投降
But I get so high (But I get so high), I get so high
但是我已經為你著魔 欲罷不能
Oh, I'm feeling all the side effects
你的背影像黎明像星空籠罩著我
And it makes me sick and I try to quit
儘管這個念頭讓我厭惡
But I get so high, I get so high
但是我已經為你著魔 欲罷不能